Thursday, September 23, 2010

Summer of Awesome - A Retrospective

"More and more as I delve deeper into the "adult" world, I find myself a different kind of tired. An aching tired that comes with stress and worry and the pressure to maintain order among people and things that have no desire to be organized.

I'm not saying that I've had a bad time the past few years; far from it. But I've moved away from the carefree good times of childhood and focused too hard on forcing others to have a good time. This life is one big decision, I will decide what to do with it and how I feel about it.

This summer is for me."

Selina, April 28, 2010


As that familiar Fall chill creeps back into my fingertips and slips through door and window cracks to seize my toes, I look back on a Summer that was mine.


26th Birthday - Ever Neverland


Trip to NYC - Coney Island


The Bomber Betties Womens Longboarding Club - Established May, 2010


Performing in Riverfront Park with Tony


Biking at Riverside State Park


Cindy's ninja rings at the Garland Street Fair


My first triathlon - Wunder Woman at Medical Lake


Camping at Lake Gillette


Camping at Lake Gillette


Rings & Things' new Graphic Designer taking over my old cube


Liz's going away party - 80's Prom


I'm originally from the 80's, you know


The Palouse in mid-Summer


Making slide gloves with the Bomber Betties


Green Bluff - Devon buying fresh corn on the cob and apples for the week without bread


Green Bluff - short people need short horses


The Spokane Interstate Fair


Looking back through the photos from the past few months, I can honestly say that I don't feel like I missed out on anything this Summer. I took stock of what I was doing with my life and reset my priorities.

I've discovered that everything is a choice, no matter how much it seems like it's outside of our control. These days, I'm devoting more time to my art and spending more quality moments with my friends and family. This means that finances are tight and things may need to change to reflect that, but the benefits outweigh the risks.

The older I get, the less I care about money or status. Summer coming to a close, the weather cooling off and the kids heading back to school reminds me that growing up is a state of mind.

We get to a certain age and we stop being fascinated by the world. We stop exploring. We focus on getting by and making a good life for our families (nothing wrong with that), but we push so hard to make a good life that we often forget to spend some time enjoying it.

There's no reason to stop learning and discovering. My actions are my own and I choose not to stay still and accept a mundane existence.

This is my adventure.

2 comments:

Devon said...

"This is my adventure." Amen, sister.

Summer of Awesome is drawing to a close, sure, but let's keep this going. Autumn of Excellence is next on the list. Greenbluff! Halloween! Playing in the leaves! Baking and group crafting!

Thanks for letting me share in your adventure.

~ selina ~ said...

I LOVE "Autumn of Excellence!"